i hope life is good for u. ive rarely been more upset guys. i kno i say that a lot but thats all explainable, bt ryt now, im just glad this is not a sad day or otherwise i'd be on the several parts of my carpet weeping. i wish i wasnt the complusive liar i am reader and i wish i cud just spray the blood of truth from my black heart, there is so much i havent said. alas, im still afraid to share myself with the world.