Confessions

salut boy n girls, i have to admit that ive been avoiding this blog... ive had so much time to spare but yet ive put off writing for some reason, and that earlier post doesnt count, that ws just shit. i timed it cos i didnt wnna write. well... im just gnna say it, i reli dont know how 2.0 is gnna be any different to my last blog, except theres extra effort for me as i gtta find a picture:p so the cosmetics will reli be the only different which to be honest are pretty shit, this site doesnt have the same feel, i miss the old doom and gloom. but no more regrets, whats done is done:) so enuf about me ... how are u my beloved reader? bored? lol btw hw do u guys revise? i spend like a whole day makin a time table for my self to use up time, procrastinate i think is the word, and then dnt use the damn thing, its cos i sorta expect myself to work for ages without a break cos i wrote it down on excel, and wen i take a break 15 mins into revisin i think fuk it ill do more 2moz. i ws learnin s2 today, E(x) is np, and Var(x) is npq and q is (1-p) so Var(x) is np(1-p) = np-np². but thats only for a binomial distribution where theres a set number of trials with a fixd yes no probability. oh and they have to be independent. now all that ws to make the point that when the fuk will i ever use this in life? i cant even use it in conversation never mind as a practical solution to an everyday solution, unless i ws actuli sad enuf to analyse the amount of red cars pass the school over 5 weeks. oh my! my now playin pane on wmp has seemed to have disapeard. ooh wen ppl fuk with my pc i get angry, i mean why wud u change that? its just convenient, im sorry if it blokd ur view of the green bars moving up and down. now how the hell am i meant to see wts on this playlist without goin to library? its not hard but its just hassle!! lol listen to me whining, just like the good ol days:D my ichs days are finally up and so are urs, i kno we have revision lessons, but its just not the same. 7 long years, and i dnt miss a lot of it. yrs 11-13 ws fun but being called fat for the rest of it doesnt bring bak any fond memories. how weve changed, giving up real friends to join a artificial federation of dikheddish white folk. sigh. why cudnt pearson have been there b4 yr 12:( actuli wen did he join? i didnt reli notice him until politics, before my eyes were opened to true beauty. i think if we had pearson in yr 9 i wud have actuli been driven to homosexuality, and how fun that wud have been. cos no offence ladies, if sex didnt exist u wud just be annoying and useless! well unless u cud cook and no when to shut up im sure u wuda been fine. lol im gonna be soooo whipped wen i get married, i can just tell:p hmm its 21:47 atm and my bro is still not bak from "revisin" at kcl's library, u kno i myt jst follow him one day and see if he reli is revisin for like 10 hours a day, cos thats just not natural, who goes to central london almost everyday for 10 hours to revise? hmmm i think a man is involved. and someones been in my condom stash. and taken my aids removal kit... suspicious times. i still dnt like the word gay bein thrown around as an insult. its not that much anymore, but my yr 8 cusin actuli told me he ws homophobic and sed it as if it he ws tryin to be macho. i fukkin slappd him and sed im gnna rape all that hate outa u!! i mean racism is justified, cos asians will blow u up if u dnt kill them first, but homophobic behaviour is just dum, imagine havin a propa geezer to hang out and drink/watch football with and then have 'privelleges with' it wud be perfect! do it greek style baby! apparently gymnasium means naked in greek. and we all kno what they did in THEIR gymnasiums dont we? thats right lesbian trigonometry. lol this has been a very maths oriented post. oh yh u kno wt ws weird the other day? well i ws doin maths, and i noticed i actuli personified the numbers! i think thats the right word, i made them into sorta characters. and basically this is wt happend, i ws doin binomial probabilites, and i ws like p≤2 and so i workd out the probz of 0,1 and 2 and then minusd them from 1. then i did p>1 and i thought awww 2 has left 1 and 0 by themselves. and i noticed like 2 seconds after i thought that, that that wsnt right. lol three thats in a row, did u figure out wt i ws tryin to say? wen i see words twice, and they do make sense, i can never figure out wt the writer is tryna say unless i say it out loud. and i reli cant read out loud good. oh yh i talkd about that alredi. well its almost 10 o clok now so im gnna go, so wen i sed it ws 21:47, it took me 12 mins to write up to now, it shows u how much time and effort goes into blogging! appreciate dudes n dudettes. peace.